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Post by william james rowland on Jul 6, 2009 14:36:25 GMT -5
 o.o that's really...cruel. i mean, i know you're mad and all, but still. at least your brothers are healthy! at least you guys don't have to celebrate your birthdays in hospitals like i had to. x.x and it'll probably happen again. really, i'm sort of jealous of you. |
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Post by brendon romeo kennedy on Jul 6, 2009 20:07:30 GMT -5
 i wouldn't regret it and i know. i just hate him so much. i'll never forgive him. its really cruel for him to have done that. i feel like i've been stabbed in the back a million times but i'm still alive. and i'm sorry to hear that. even though i already knew. i'm sorry if i'm being a jerk will. i'm just really pissed. and don't be jealous of me. theres nothing to be jealous of. >-<
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Post by william james rowland on Jul 6, 2009 21:39:15 GMT -5
yeah...i wouldn't know what that feels like, and i'm sorry for you brendon. =[ i know this won't make you happy to hear it, but the pain will go away. eventually...in the meantime you can yell your fricking ears out for me to hear. =] don't worry about it, i understand the jerkness. and the anger. still, i am jealous, because you know, everyone wants something they can't have. =/ the doctors are saying the cancer's most likely to come back. and...i dunno, it was already hell the first time. xP so yes, i am jealous. i can't help it. |
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Post by brendon romeo kennedy on Jul 9, 2009 12:19:59 GMT -5
no. this isn't going to go away. and if it does..... well then its a fucking miracle because it hurts so bad that it just makes me angry. don't be jealous. just don't be. theres nothing there to be jealous of. i have a family that is totally against my own happiness. sure the odds of fate are against you. but its nothing like having a family that you think might love you then having your stupid god damn brothers turning against you.
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Post by william james rowland on Jul 9, 2009 17:38:24 GMT -5
o.o for your sake i really hope it does. anger can be over the top though sometimes. you know it's not easy to control brendon. just uh...be careful, cause you could end up saying and doing things you don't mean. =/ and FUCK IT! your family fricking loves you brendon!!!! i know you think you've been backstabbed and shit, but they care about you. i doubt seth would've told you anything if he hadn't cared so much about you. obviously, he didn't want you to hurt even more if it was prolonged until such time as carson finally braved it and spoke up. you're healthy, they're healthy, you shouldn't complain. your heart will heal, you will get over it, there are other girls out there. x.x a broken heart is far more curable in that aspect than cancer. the doctors think they make a break through and yet they're really not much further than before. sorry, i'm starting to rant. ignore it. i just feel really depressed. x.x |
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